JOEL TOLEDO:  PROFILE  

Joel M. Toledo is currently teaching English at at U.P. Diliman, where he is finishing his Master's Degree in Creative Writing. He is also a music reviewer for Volume Magazine and a regular contributor to The Philippine Post Newspaper. He has a published book for young adults entitled "Pedro and the Lifeforce"(Giraffe Books, 1996). Some of his poems and short stories have come out in The Phils. Free Press and The Phil. Graphic.

"THE GROVE" & "THE POSSIBLE CITY"
 
The Grove 

Darkness gathers  
in the grove--growing in the branches,  
drawing the leaves together.    
A hushed process, this ritual of surrender. 
Night comes out of the foliage 
and approaches the door.  

Soon what is left is called  
memory; there is time enough 
for sharp and pointed  
words. So close the door when you leave.  
It is cold beneath the trees, colder  
where light withdraws,  
where shades assemble. 
    
I've had enough 
of dark silences. Outside,  
the trees shiver, knowing  
the touch of night bristles 
in each shadowed leaf. 

And look, they seem to crouch  
as if about to pick something up. Only  
they don't, knowing they are watched. 

Believe me, you don't want to leave anything behind. 

So did you see it? No?  
Too bad. Now you are outside,  
and the trees lie invisible; it is the night 
claiming you.  

  
The Possible City* 
For Doc Ed, who stayed 

Of all the things we had found 
in that twilight we never did catch  
until the last day, homebound,  
we'd all remember  
this one: the glint of a beer can  
washed up on the shore.  

All of us welcomed its arrival;   
it swaggered its way towards us 
from beyond the horizon  
whose day-glow and contours  
we had all memorized. 
It was just there--eyeing us 
in the disappearing sun's playful ember,  
like the god of mischief himself. 
Brewed by the sea  
and now cradled by the foam  
but empty,  
past the islets of rocks 
and the careless tip-toeing.  

We had hoped it was still unopened, 
that some good-spirited genie was inside, 
keeping the key to this twilight place, 
this unmapped island of Bacchus,  
this possible city drunk from too much sea. 
Our wishes would have been as unanimous 
as the wicked grin brimming on our faces. 

We lined up on the seawall much, much later, 
the last drops of once-bottled sentiments 
now spilt on each other's tongues. 
There was nothing else but the whispering waves 
and the imagined tink of a beer can  
occasionally hitting the rocks:  
now filled, now half-filled,  
now empty.  
  

* first published in the Phils. Free Press, 1998 
  
 
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